Our Journey

This date is the day I met you for the first time after you came back to me. I rasa nervous sangat nak pick up u dekat Jeti Kuala Kedah. But at the same time, I happy sebab U still sudi jumpa I. This date, we both go along together to Ipoh to surprise your family. At first I saw U at the Jetty, I rasa nak nangis, nak peluk U terus. But, I know my batas towards U. Seriously, awkward sangat bila jumpa U. But I pretend not. We both singgah kejap dekat Sunway Carnival untuk jalan jalan. I hope at that time, we can be like other couple. Tapi benda tu takkan terjadi sebab I malu and segan dengan U. I dont know what to say to you, I dont know what to react on how. But, U make me fell comfortable when Im with you. Thank you :) I teringin nak minum Caramel Frappucino at that time. U offer to pay for me but I refuse. U know, at that time, actually Im still thinking on why u came back to me? Are u already maafkan salah silap I? Macam-macam I rasa time tu. Thats why, Im a bit moody on that tim...

Lately ni, ada scammer asyik kacau dekat whatsapp. I takut sangat sebab bila I block that number, he keeps using other number to whatsapp me. Then nasib u ade untuk jadi tempat I mengadu. And also today, u ask me the question yang always make you unconfident towards yourself. Its about your appearance. U tanya I whether U ni hodoh sangat ke? Sebab ada kawan you can cakap U ni hitam. And deeply in my heart, I marah sangat dengan kawan U tu. Siapa kita ni nak kutuk ciptaan Allah. For me, U tak hodoh langsung. Tak terdetik langsung dalam hati I ni yang U ni hodoh, hitam. U are perfect for me sayang. Trust me, kalau cantik tapi hati hitam, hati busuk, tak guna juga kan. Let us be ourselves. Keep loving each other is the most important. The truthly, I tahu siapa "kawan" yang U maksudkan tu. Cara u cakap apa yang dia buat dekat U tu sebenarnya exactly the same what U did to me. Cuma jalan cerita je lain sikit. And I dapat rasa U sayang dekat dia sebab U pernah post gambar d...

This date, u finally unblock me through whatsapp. Seriously I happy sangat. Sebab u tiba tiba whatsapp I tanya I ada mana. On this day too, I bawak barang-barang I ke rumah sewa. Sebab I finally dapat tempat intern dekat Bukit Jalil. So, I rented out a house at Bukit Jalil near my company. Im too happy because u unblocked me at whatsapp. Sebab at the time u came back to me, we just contact through Instagram DM. Until this date. I will dedicated this date on our online dairy. Thank you for loving me back. xoxo, Aliaa

On this day, finally you came back to me. Im happy that you came back to me. But at the same time, Im curious on why you decide to come back to me. You left me for almost 3 month. And suddenly you came back. I know, every single days, I keep DM you on instagram. Saying all the activity that Im doing on that day. Keep hoping that you can cool down and come back to me. But, I so speechless because u finally come back to me. You know what Haziq, I happy sangat bila you datang balik. I rasa Allah dah makbulkan doa I. Sebab I tahan rindu yang terlampau dekat U. Cara I luahkan rindu I selama ni, adalah dengan buat apa yang U suka. I cuba rapat dengan kucing even I tahu, I ada alahan dengan kucing. Sebab? Sebab I know, U truly love cats. Tapi, at the same time, I tak buat aktiviti yang boleh buatkan rindu I makin teruk dekat U bila U tinggalkan I almost 3 months. I tak pergi KFC, not even watching a movie. Cause semua benda tu ingatkan I dekat U. I keep refuse to go to Langkawi sebab U ...

Assalamualaikum. Im creating this blog dairy to express my feeling towards someone that I love the most. This online dairy just dedicated towards him. And I hope that one day, he will love me back as I am truly love him the way am I.  I am also creating this blog just for me and my love one, Muhamad Haziq. I know, you never know about this blog. But one day, I hope u know how much I love you.  From this moment, I will keep posting out what I feel about you and our memories together. I am just hope that, Allah created you for me.  Insha Allah.  xoxo, Aliaa