1 January 2019

On this day, finally you came back to me. Im happy that you came back to me. But at the same time, Im curious on why you decide to come back to me.

You left me for almost 3 month. And suddenly you came back. I know, every single days, I keep DM you on instagram. Saying all the activity that Im doing on that day. Keep hoping that you can cool down and come back to me. But, I so speechless because u finally come back to me.

You know what Haziq, I happy sangat bila you datang balik. I rasa Allah dah makbulkan doa I. Sebab I tahan rindu yang terlampau dekat U. Cara I luahkan rindu I selama ni, adalah dengan buat apa yang U suka. I cuba rapat dengan kucing even I tahu, I ada alahan dengan kucing. Sebab? Sebab I know, U truly love cats.

Tapi, at the same time, I tak buat aktiviti yang boleh buatkan rindu I makin teruk dekat U bila U tinggalkan I almost 3 months. I tak pergi KFC, not even watching a movie. Cause semua benda tu ingatkan I dekat U. I keep refuse to go to Langkawi sebab U ade dekat sana. I rasa dekat sgt dgn u bila I bt benda yang ada kaitan dengan U.

U tahu, even U datang balik dekat I, deep I my heart, I nak tanya U why u left me before? But, my mind says NO ! Because, if im ask u, im afraid u bagi jawapan yang menyakitkan dekat I. And also at the same time, I taknak paksa U untuk cerita the truth sebab I takut U tak ready and U left me back.

Kadang I tak percaya dengan janji sebab bila U janji U takkan tinggalkan I, U finally decided to left me. Jujur I ckp, I deeply love in you. The way you treat people, the why you treat your parents, the way you treat my parents and family and the way you treat me makes me deeply fall in love with you. Because I know, you  love your mom sangat sangat. I bangga you jadi anak yang baik towards your parents.

Thats why, I boleh terima you balik even hati I sakit. sebab I percaya U ada sebab tersendiri kenapa you tinggalkan I sebelum ni. And I tahu, mungkin sikap I yang tak sempurna boleh buatkan U tinggalkan I sebelum ni.

Now Im happy. I love you and always love you.

xoxo,
Aliaa

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